I find it hard to say this to him without forcing myself because i have this lame sickness called Alexithymia- difficulty describing feelings to other people. So, um, to be honest i haven't wrote any lovey dovey post in a while because i'm shy. Lol, im kidding. No one wants me, before. Hehe.
And yeah, i'm in love with this guy. But long distance's pretty sucks. He lives like..approximately 200km aways -.- I can't help feeling wanting to see him, sitting next to him, eat ice-cream together and sharing stories. I wanna know what it feels like to be in the same school. To study together. I just miss that eventhough we never meet each other. It never happened but i miss that, a lot. The last time i see him, we were both at the age of 6, wearing our blue Kindergarden uniform. Me with my skirt, him with his short pants. Ehe.
He was my first crush. And now he's my love. And i hope this stays.
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