This laptop is supposed to be locked in my first drawer. I stole the keys and online anyway. Bad me, bad bad bad. Alah I'm not studying anyway. It's petang lah. When this week ends, it'll be approximately 6 weeks before SPM. Before school is finally over. I love you SMKSI, but I wanna leave you so bad :| I'm kindda katak bawah tempurung really. Staying here made me feel so calm but in the same time, i know nothing. I don't feel like asking, so it's my bad.
You know they say when girls' are having their period, even the stupidest thing can make they cry so bad? Hahaha. Yes, i cried so bad today when Amni said i have a big butt. I repeat, Amni said i have a big butt. Big butt. Bad Amni, bad bad bad. Great move Amni, now I feel so insecure. I'm ugly I know, you don't have to remind me :') Haha. Jenuh kena pujuk. I feel like a stupid baby. Grow up, self.
And i have lots of plans to do right after SPM. LOTS! I've planned everything. And yes PLKN is included. As weird as it might sound, i'm actually quite eager to go. Isolating myself from everyone I know. I want to run away and sord of dissapear. I wanna meet new people. See things differently. Let's just ignore the fact that I'm going to be gila bangang hitam nanti. Confirm takde orang nak dah kan lepas ni :')
And for now, I'm beginning to like Addmath, the killer subject. Yes people, i got E for my Addmath. But it's okay. I don't cry anymore everytime i study addmath. Haha, i'm such a lembek person when it comes to addmath. Oh and i said i'm not saying anything about my result right?
Well... 6A1B2C1E.
I'm sacrificing everything for you now, SPM. Please be nice to me during the result day. Straight A's please please please please. Then i don't have to be so insecure again. Then will only i be satisfied.
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