I'd rather feel nothing. It's better, it's easier.

I have so many things on my mind. So many things to be said and done. Too many words and feelings bottled up. The bottles is too full, it'll break and explode if you put a bunsen burner below it or something. But yet, words still fail to form. Words refuse to form. I'm not sure of anything right now. I wanna tell so many things but i don't know how. And all this result in me looking like i just don't care at all. End up looking like a heartless biatch. Well, it's not true.

I'm thinking of Piano right now.