Weird

Found my diaries. From 2007-2010.

So i flipped through every single pages when i realised something. His name is in every of my book.  For 2007, i wrote about the first time he text me (he found me hahaha) and how i became gila rimas until i was very harsh towards him.Jahat gila aku dulu, kasar pulak tu. Then lost contact idk why. For 2008, there's his name again. Im not telling you what i wrote. Hahaha. Then lost contact again. 2009 he's completely not in my world. And suddenly the end of 2010, he found me again through formspring. I wrote about that in my diary also. And how i found him on facebook but i was too scared to add him as friend because i know how entahapahapa i was in our "previous unintended goodbye". I remember everything boy. So we were close for a while then, and again, not talking for months again because lupa kot idk. Suddenly on April 2011, i didnt know what got into me, i texted him (well more to mengadu actually) about my stupid wrecked love life at that moment. Got closer and closer until we've reached the point of lovey dovey until awal bulan ni. Hahahahahahahahaha. And now, gone again. Pooffff! 

I'm half sad, half dont know whats happening, half dont care, half oh okay. We're like biscuits. But let it be, you're my oldest friend evaaaahhhhhhh. I'm not letting love ruin our friendship. No matter how awkward i do feel now. 

But this might be another "and again" situation. Maybe nak lost contact lagi kot. And maybe we're going to meet again. Idk. It's weird but i like this episode of my life :)