I've figured out what my problem is. I was never happy with myself. There's always something wrong. Sometimes i do feel okay, but eventually someone had to mess with my mind again. I have a big problem on deciding big issues. I dont know why but i tend to follow other people rather than deciding for myself. The decisions i made all this while is mostly because i was influenced in the first place. And i was never satisfied, which i know is a bad thing. Seriously, what's wrong with me?
The thing that have been bugging my mind for some time now is choosing what course to take in the uni nanti insyaAllah. Im torn between doing what i love and doing something that can give me money so that i can fully enjoy life. There's a saying "do what you love and money comes afterward." Is it? Prove it to me. I guess im thinking this way because i get jealous when one can go spending their holidays in the overseas. Scratch that. Even in this country also. Im stuck here doing nothing. well, almost. And when people gets good gadjet just because they can afford one. lol i have to get Straight A's first if i want those stuffs. hahaha well it's fair, i admit.
but i guess i need to be bersyukur. and say Alhamdulillah more often because my life is not that bad. Alhamdulillah :)
and i havent told you everything yet. this is just a little something i thought i might share...because im bored :P
Anyway, goodluck 96's batches for the result tomorrow. Jadi macam aku, result pukul 10, pukul 11 baru aku datang mwehehehe. toodles! Izani, i cant wait to know your result!!!!! :D
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AND there's another saying "Do what you love, and love what you do."
You might not choose to do what you love, but when you pick to do something money-rewarding, you'll gonna love that too ('cause you get money). You'll end up happy either way. Well, that's just what I think :-)
yes, you are definitely right! :)
i would say a person is the happiest if he gets to do his hobby as his job. =) keep writing.
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