It's not goodbye yet.

I admit, i am a little jealous seeing my juniors getting all the tawaran from SBI/SBPI/MRSM. I scored quit well for my PMR but i get NOTHING, that's why i end up in SMKSI, but after a while i've accepted the fact that it was not my rezeki. i love it in SMKSI anyway, it was my second-home for 5 years, how can i hate it? 

I know how hard goodbyes can be. For me Form 4 was my zaman kejatuhan. Aku malu nak ingat balik. My bestfriends semua pandai gila genius semua pakat pindah. I fall in love hard, then fail in my studies. Regrets oh regrets. I am bad with goodbyes. I cant handle it, it was like the end of the world, seriously. But i grew stronger. Aku dah tebus balik waktu form 5. 

But in short i can say that tak semestinya sekolah dah lain, lepas tu terus tak rapat dah. See now aku dah jadi penganggur ni, i can see how ironic it is for me to be really close again to those kawan-kawan yg dah pindah. Somehow my classmates seem to disappear. Seriously classmates, where are you guys? -.- I miss Zati, Amni, Aisyah, Jaja, Cd...and the list goes on.

Obviously im close to Nuriylia now. Haha because of lesen kereta. Unexpectedly boleh ambil sama-sama. Oh good news people!!! WE PASSED!!! Dua dua pun lulus and now we're both drivers. mweheheheh. Ada video actually, tapi ada masalah teknikal idk why tak boleh nak save. Uhhh. Takpe i'll think of something :)