Tiba tiba je tarikh berubah, and i think everybody knows already, spm result will be on the 21st. Rabu. Honestly, i'm really really really scared. Too many expectations from too many people. I don't like the idea of disappointing everyone, myself and parents especially. I know how bad I'd turn into if i get too frustrated. But I've done my best, yeah kat sekolah boleh nampak how tak terurus i was -.- macam nak gila study last minute siapa suruh kan. Hmmm. Whatever it is, i'm sure Allah knows best. Ya Allah i am sooooo scared. Haih.
Lepas tu, mulalah pening nak pilih course apa, university mana. Screw everything i've said before sebab sekarang ni i am just clueless. Serius dah langsung tak tahu nak masuk apa. UPU tak isi pun lagi, aku macam berdebar debar gila setiap kali buka website tu.
Fuhhhh, dah dah stay calm. Banyakkan berdoa insyaAllah boleh ni.
Dahlah, tak tahu nak rasa apa dah sekarang ni. Tapi lepas ni, mesti semua orang busy kan? everyone will go with their separate ways...
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