So Yeah

My heart did shattered once I figured out that what I've hoped for, for a long time (a year is long, enough right?) will never ever be true. And yes, I can be held culpable because it's my mistake anyway so yeah. 

I've been pondering over the same question for one whole year and it's regarding the future. I visualised it to be what Im aiming to be, but idk everything just seems so...different. He knows best, He didnt answered that one prayer because i am sure that His plan is definitely the best among all. Yup. I believe in that. 

That UPU thingy is finally over, Thank God. No need to feel tensed up and confused anymore. All I have to do is wait and wait. Okay Im just gonna tell you what's bothering me. No need to complicate things. Genuinely, I feel very sad that I'm leaving the science subjects aliran or whatever it is called. I've chosen bidang bahasa, which I dont really mind on taking it. Nobody compelled me on doing so but i just cant deny the fact that i just feel sad. 

Admit it la, two years of living with those science subjects, having the notes glued and hung all over my room. How can i not fell in love with em? But okay, I've acknowledged that im not that excellent lah. So-so. Okay you get  my point. So at this moment, like, right now, I am suppressing this sadness. The end. 

P/s: Khamis ni Anugerah Gemilang Akedemik kat sekolah. Kali terakhir naik stage hihi. I'm so gonna miss everything :)

Oh another thing, PLKN ni bila nak panggil aku haaaaa? Lama gila dah takde feel dah ni.